What you Need To Know About Transformation Process ?

As you all know now I am working towards personal transformation. I am feeling the changes. I can really feel that am able to identify now what feels right to me and what doesn't.

A lot of times I find myself confused. I want something, then I don't want it. Then again I really want it, and then again I don't. Like a pendulum my mind just keeps on swinging back and forth. Sometimes its really very funny & entertaining and the other times it's really frustrating.

Sometimes I just don't get why i want the things I want and do the things i do.

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David Clode

These are those testing times when you feel like giving up upon the idea itself that things can get better or anything can change. You just feel like happiness has just abandoned you, left you far far behind with misery and suffering. Things which you want for yourself are just too much to ask.

Do not loose hope my friend, do not fear. This is the core belief which you need to eliminate from your life. This limiting belief is what is actually keeping you away from creating a reality of your most cherished dreams.

When you reach this state of despair and disappointment, do not stop this journey of personal transformation. Do not give upon yourself. keep walking this jungle, and keep weeding out such thoughts and beliefs from your sub-conscious. One day for sure you will merge out.

Just like the pheonix, Burn in your own fire. Let the old be broken down forever. Let your own fire Dismantle and  distruct the old ways of thinking and being. Let it burn to ashes. Let a new you emerge out of your own ruines, Just  like a pheonix is born from its own ashes.

You will see sunshine. The distant dream will become your reality and it all will appear to be magic and miracle.

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Chang Duong

In this very moment, as all those people who are reading this and are also working towards making their lives and themselves better, I want to tell you that each breath counts. Your each small insignificant appearing step towards changing your life is actually creating all the difference. Just even thinking about following a routine or a diet towards better health is also contributing. My blog is dedicated to all those who feel they don't matter, they are invisible, they deserve to be treated bad and all those thoughts. YES, You. I can see you. I know you are there in this world. You may try to pretend like a brick wall and think you had an ability to merge in the wall or in the ground. I want to let you know that This is it.It is time to be visible. Time to come out of the closet now. Enough of letting people making you feel terrible about yourself. Enough of thinking that you don't deserve Your most cherished dreams to be your reality. Enough of sitting alone in the dark or in your room painting, singing, playing guitar or doing the things which you love hiding. Just because people around you couldn't understand your unique gifts and didn't accept you doesn't mean you are meant to be invisible. Your each breath, each thought towards changing your life makes you better and better.

Speed Doesn't Matter. Forward Is Forward!

You are unique. If others don't understand it then it is their fault not yours. You are meant to be on stage in the spotlight. not closed behind a door. Today I call upon all those who afraid to show the world their beauty just because no one else around them had it, all those who. are magnificent just the way they are. I want you to know that you are extraordinary. Even if you feel you are very ordinary. Being ordinary is also an exception today. 

I want you to stand up and go in front of the mirror. Have a deep look in your eyes. Don't shy away from it. Look straight at the center of each of your eyeballs. you will see darkness. Feel the twists in your stomach. Some may even feel butterflies others may feel fear. Whatever your feeling is, feel it. What are your eyes trying to tell you. Listen to it. Don't run away from it. Dare to stand there and listen what is it that your soul is asking from you. What memory or memories are becoming dominant? What are those memories making you feel? Why are you feeling the way you are feeling? Some may even not be able to look for more than a few seconds. What is it that you are not able to face?

Try to answer all these questions for yourself. At least try to find a safe space inside your heart where you will be able to find answers to these questions. And keep finding till you reach an answer.

That is the place my friend, where you will find your true self. The beautiful butterfly merging out of the darkness of the cocoon!

Wishing you Love, Light And Grace
Ashi