You have a pretty strict idea regarding a life partner. It is causing a huge block in the process of finding a partner. Moreover whenever you meet someone, it looks like you think more about what could g wrong rather than focusing on the positive aspects.
There is a lot of inner turmoil. So first of all Practice grounding and deep breathing. It is time to let go of rigid ideas of a life partner and open your mind to new possibilities. Change your point of view for looking at things and people you meet. In this situation, rather than thinking that you are stuck and stagnant in this situation, think about what greater good it is serving you. You have to work upon yourself in order to find progress from this situation. Time to evolve as a person from within. Only then you will be able to find an amazing life partner.
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